April 19, 2005
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Sometimes everything just falls apart.
I made my apologies. Or at least I tried. I keep trying…
Keep my “drama” out of your gossip. Sometimes people forget that what’s drama to the group is actual pain for the people involved.
Sometimes it would be so nice if friends could do their jobs and just be friends. You know, listen instead of accuse. Help instead of judge. Forgive instead of condemn.
Sometimes I need Jess Brunk.
Sometimes there’s nothing left…
I’m not as awful as everyone thinks I am… and at least I know that.
I’m supposed to be alone. This is how it’s supposed to go. I know it this time.
edit:
anger makes katy say mean things.
thanks to jess & lisa & gina.
my friends are always good ones.
Comments (9)
i need you more and more each day…and i know other people that need you too. i love you kate. you are better than those people. and you are strong. stronger than most. i couldnt have gone through with what you have been through in the past couple of months. if he cant take your apologies…then he wont be able to take anyones…therefore…he remains alone. and that…i am sorry for him.
miss you. i need to see you. and i know megan does too.
I will always think of you as a friend, no matter how far apart we are or how long its been since we’ve seen each other. You were an important part of my life for SO long. Heck, I can probably thank you for my ability to write halfway decently since I’ve been lettering with you since I was little
We’ll always have Zoom Flume!
aw
umm love you?? blek…that’s all i’ve got…
i love you, kate. really, truly from the bottom of my heart. and it’s no fault of yours that my weekend was bad — it wasn’t anyone’s fault, it just wasn’t a good time to come home.
see you soon? call me about our date, if you still need one.
not cool, sounds too high schoolish. i cant imagine how frustrating that is. hey, if u ever need someone to listen i always have an open ear. im mean come on, i am gonna be your co-worker.lol
well, here’s your comment i guess. i called you, you know how i feel about the whole dealio. mauh kiddo
I”m sorry if people have been treating you shitty. Don’t put up with people who are like that. your life is your life and it sucks that other people make it there’s too.
hey. so much stuff.
also, randomly…. there’s a new boy that i work with. his name is andrew botting (sp? on the last name?) and he is from cuyahoga falls, ohio. do you know him????? cause that would be crazy.
ps. i am in LOVE with the cd’s you sent me. especially the format. love it love it love it. i owe you forever plus seven. i’m going to make you some this week and send them your way. be excited.
i think i’m going to post now (it’s all protected, yooooooooou know) and explain alot. if not, i’ll let you know soon. i hope things are going well over in your corner of the globe.
xoxo.