February 8, 2005

  • “Don’t confront me with my failures- I have not forgotten them.” Denison Witmer-


     


     I just realized how lame it is that in every section of my last entry, I detailed some meal that excited me. No wonder I’m getting to be a Fatty McFatFat.


     


     Oh, and speaking of lame, I had a meeting with my adviser today. I have her for a class, too, and she always wears acceptable fabrics- cotton, acrylic, the like… but for some reason, every single time I’ve ever had an appointment with her, she’s worn full-body velvet. This time it was a flowy, hippie skirt & a large red tunic. Seriously, I squirmed through the entire session.


    <<< Velvet sure is hott... >>>


     


     My squirming was also due in part to the fact that my life appears to be going absolutely nowhere. The advising meetings always go something like, “Well, at the point you’re at in your college career, you should be doing this, this & this to build your resume… oh, and I see you’re not doing any of them…” I was in a rancid mood for approximately three hours…


     


     It almost rained today so I almost got to use my sweet new multi-colored hook-handled umbrella from the children’s section of Wal-Mart… almost. But Meredith did tell me it’d be great for OutWeek…. Apparently my boyfriend façade is transparent.


    (((So close! )))


     


     Lots going through my head right now- I got a harrowing phone call last night about a long-lost friend who’s in some trouble… I talked to another long-lost friend for the first time in months & I wish she’d just tell me the truth… I’m slowly realizing that I’m not very good at using people, because I’m always the one who gets hurt… and various other I’m-a-bad-person topics.


     


     History exam tomorrow needs studied for- I work til midnight. Might be another long one…


    /// The usual... ///


     


     Oh yeah... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AMY!

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