February 9, 2005
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“She’s always buzzing just like neon, neon.” –John Mayer-
I called work and said I’d be late… because I want to watch the end of Law & Order. Sad? Probably.
I cried myself to sleep last night because sometimes I have instability breakdowns & I lash out at the people who love me. I skipped Psych today to study for History & then I slept for 2 ½ hours to make up for my bad night.
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My friends invited me to go to dinner with them & then they left without me. When they remembered, they came back for me but I was already eating a bagel & cheese.
Today I went to Perks & asked the girl at the counter for something with lots of caffeine that didn’t taste to coffee-ish. She gave me a caramel latte & it was really good & I was super-motivated all day long... until the day.
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Sometimes it disgusts me hearing, day in & day out, about petty things like how long to go into a Level II tanning bed or which pink dress to wear to formal or how moccasins are “in” right now or how great the step class at
There are a few people in my Journalism class who I have serious friendship crushes on. This happens to me sometimes. People who seem really cool, really likeable, really like me, & I secretly want super-badly to be their friend. How second grade of me.
I looked up "friendship crush" and these were my results:
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Comments (17)
Hey, found you through the Metro search. Sounds like you need a candy bar... hope you get better =P
Haha-- I always have friendship crushes on people when the semester first starts... so we're both like second graders I guess.
I like moccasins, but didn't realize that they were "in"... I'm the only person who wears them around here.
Flavored coffee will keep you super-motivated because it has sugar, caffeine, and all kinds of endorphin-producing compounds (namely chocolate and caramel). Good choice! Also reccomend classic esspresso mocha.
I don't really like Law & Order. I don't do doctors, lawyers, police, or old ladies in television dramas. Just not my thing. Housewives..... are another story, but they're funny, too!
Sorry about your breakdowns. That must suck. I have slumps at night sometimes, but never breakdowns. They always seem to lead me to really good writing, though. Gotta look for some kind of bright side, even if you have to make one up.
I miss you!! I too have major friendship crushes on multiple people in my classes...One is Fat Joe look a like, and the other is this punk guy that I had a nice discussion about GreenDay with today...it was cool...His name is now Punk Ryan...
I have five fashion majors in my Spanish class....they are in their third year and today all they talked about was the dress they wore for their winter formal. They talk so loud, so everyone can hear them....ohhh my gosh, I don't think I will be able to make it through this semester without yelling at them. I definately agree with you when it comes to people talking about stupid things....but hey, I guess we are doing it right now.
Hope your school semester is going well. Talk with you later.
best john mayer song, point blank. accoustic at the concert this summer was... faaaaaantastic.
oh wow. now I don't feel like such a loser for having friendship crushes.
second graders are underrated.
i get friendship crushes too.
i think you've got to just seek out people who are cool. denison is filled with those girls you were talking about. the only reason i have friends i like is because i've looked for them. it's tough. and i hate making an effort, but i think it's worth it.
At least you fit in at work. You're not the only person who comes in late, or calls off altogether, based on the tv schedule.
i get friendship crushes too
i have a few right now at school
I've called into work on Wednesday nights just so that I could watch Smallville. You just show up late. So I'm definately a bigger loser than you.
Haha you are so cute!! "Friendship crushes"... I think I get those sometimes too, yet I never thought it about that way!
P.S. I have to admit, I totally jumped on the bandwagon with moccassins. Eek.
ugh. breakdown.
i don't know if you heard yet or not...i wish i knew your phone number. i'm so sorry
If you don't know what I'm talking about please please please call me: (330) 760-4563 or (330)929-1139
Your entries always intrigue me... I wish I had the patience and the motivation to put together entries as good as yours.
Only on rare occasions do I gain the motivation to put a good entry in my LJ. 
BTW, JM rocks. ^_^
If i byu a pair of moccasins will i be kool?
I loooove you!
wow you're friends left without you? that sucks...:
and nothing wrong with crushing...even if they are your friends...:P
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