February 20, 2005
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Feel the pain
Teaching us how much more we can take
Reminding us how far we’ve come
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With . or . without . you
I can’t live with or without you
Regret, you’ll find, at best is a waste of your time
((((I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain))))
…& ever since
you went away
I miss you
more every day
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…Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle…
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The rest is mine, I guess
The beauty and the mess….
There is a light and it never goes out
it happens too fast
to make sense of it
to make it last
Comments (18)
yeah we open this friday...it should be pretty good. I mean it has real potential, we just need to pull some things together. Hope to see you there!
thank you for the comment, it is true though as much as people try to forget the painful it doesnt mean you should just throw it all away, so even though people are already starting to let it go and not asking someone if they are okay those people that were close to Dave, including you, will need someone there for awhile. by the way I was just wondering how you were holding up, and i know everyone has told you that if you need someone there they are all ears, and in a moment like this you probably want the ones closest to you there, but when they stop asking i am all ears if you need anyone to talk to. i hope that this comment doesnt freak you out since we dont really know each other. and your story on monday gave me a perspective of what a great person dave was since i didnt know him and it was great to hear all the good memories everyone had to share.
just remember, he was a PART of your life, not YOUR life. please, just don't forget who he really was a lot of the time (and definitely don't forget the good either).
people are different and names have changed since then. take care, i miss you so much.
Even through everything, you are still not afraid to mourn, and that is good. You take all the time you need and it is going to be hard. But you have people here for you, including myself. It will only get better from here.
<3
Hey there Katy. I hope that you're doing well. You sound healthy, which is good. The whole thing about food not tasting good, that's totally normal. I get depressed a lot, and I just don't want to eat. Even your favorite food can taste like your least favorite; it all tastes the same, doesn't it? Don't worry, if that hasn't passed, it will soon.
I wanted to tell you a little story. My senior year, David and I were partners on an economics project for an entire semester. The assignment was, we had to "marry" someone of the opposite sex, combine our incomes and create a budget for a house, cars, bills, etc. Well, I "married" David. It was around the time that you two were seeing each other, and he'd talk about you a lot. About going to visit you, (I remember that he was always so excited for that) and about the two of you in general. It was no secret that he was crazy about you, you seemed to make him so happy. Obviously, David wasn't one to really share deep feelings, at least not with me, but I could tell he cared so much about you, from the discussions we had while working together. You seemed like great friends. Just thought it was something you should know. Take care darlin'.
Thanks for the comment but I didn't apperate some of the things you wrote in it. I never said you had to look at my site. By my screen name and my profile you should have known. I've honestly been thinking about getting help but I don't want to make matters worse with my parents just yet. Self Injury is my choice not yours as is running the site. I don't need your rude remarks because its my choice. I don't like that it makes you sick- well if you that SI makes you sick then why did you come to my site anyway? SI is my choice NOT yours and I dont want your comments-so if and when you comment next dont be rude about it. Leave the rude remarks to yourself please. Thanks for the comment though.
Jess
And yes I have been through death and such- why do you think I SI? I've had friends commit suicide, I've had family die. I 've been what you've been through- I'm just not as strong as you that's all. Don't jump me for not being as strong as you please.
Jess
I love ya...goodies are on there way via snail mail..
nice ^^
Hi, I was perrusing through Xanga when i found you. I would like to invite you to my site. Feel free to comment or IM me. Hope to hear from you soon!
Sincerely
Josh
me and john are putting it together....it will probably happen sometime in mid-March
give me an IM @ TunaUnibomber or something and Ill try to get you more information once it all starts coming more together
I just wanted to let you know that my screen name is gwennolabarr and if you ever wanted to chat about it and share some more stories I would really enjoy it....So IM if you ever feel like it.
Too much time or not, your xanga rocks... and I was just thinking about when you turn 21 this summer and how much fun we're going to have. You are going to be around here then, right? Better be... Glad to talk to you today.
with or without you. i just recently downloaded a live version of the song - amazing, by the way (you can hear the people singing with him). it's definitely one of the best songs ever... gives me the chills. dont you love when music does that?
oh mylantaaaaaaaaa...i really wish there was something i could do to make you feel better. heartcha
"i fought in a war, and i didn't know where it would end. there's trouble plenty in this hour, this day. i can see hope--i can see light."
oh he truly, truly is. him in donnie darko= sex.
"Be kind for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle"
I truly believe in that.
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