February 26, 2005

  • “Your heart will lead you where you belong; remember, your heart will lead you home.” –Kenny Loggins-


     


    I’m in the library right now, surrounded my screaming children, gossiping parents & a bunch of roaming dogs. Yes, dogs. It’s some inane program developed by my mother, the Head Children’s Librarian, where these dogs come in & little kids read book to them. It’s cute, when the dogs aren’t near me.


     


    Tonight Annie & Joey & I are going to see ‘How To Succeed In Business’ & I can’t waiiiit because I haven’t been to a CF musical since I was in ‘Fiddler’ my senior year. Back in the day- I’m a geezer!


    ((()))


     


    I’m waiting for the day when I can visit the cemetery & not cry, & just be okay… today is not anywhere near that day. Today I went & took a perfect peach rose & just talked & talked & looked like a crazy person. There’s a statue of an angel by their headstone, broken into three pieces & that just kills me. I’m going to buy a new one, I think, if I remember, to replace it with over Spring Break.


     


    Speaking of Spring Break on a lighter note, I’M GOING TO NEW YORK CITY!!! Do you know me at all? Because if so, you know that NYC is the only thing I want out of my life- to live there & be a city girl & shop in SoHo & Chinatown & on 5th Avenue, & go to indie concerts & films & art shows & Broadway musicals. And, at least for a little while, I’m going to indulge in this fantasy by spending four whirlwind days with my mom in the most fabulous city on Planet Earth.


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    Today Tav came over & dropped off my Avon order which made me absurdly happy because A) I heart Tav & B) I ordered a DIY eye shadow palette that is the coolest ever, hands down, so don’t argue it.


     


    Sometimes you just need to sit in Applebee’s with your best friend & eat an entire order & a half of Mi Queso Su Queso & reminisce & make fun of people & laugh hysterically. Sometimes you just need to recharge, & that’s just what it takes, you know?



     


    PS- How cute is this boy?







Comments (20)

  • wow, thank you so much
    you can IM me if you feel the need, also. i'm whatalovelygun
    in a time where i feel like im alone and lost its good to know someone knows where i am :)
    but i mean, its not good that we're both borderline. its a crazy and unsteady feeling, like you said. i dont know what to do to improve it, last time i just sat around and expected others to pull me out of it
    maybe one day i''l be gutsy and put up my ACTUAL writing, the stuff i put my heart into
    anyways i hope youre doing better than i <3xo

  • thanks for your comments, babe.  i lovvvvvvvvve you!

    you are one lucky sonofagun, you know that?  i soooooo wish i could be home this weekend - for obvious reasons.    i can't wait to go see the musical, i've heard so many good things about it.  have fun in cf!

    <3

  • im so jealous! i wanna go to the musical....

    i miss home.

    <3

  • Please do IM me

  • The boy reminds me of my boss, so I'm gonna go with a "no" on that one... no offense.

    "If I lived in Roman times, I would want to live in Rome.  The United States is the modern empire, and New York City is her Rome." ~ John Lennon.
     - I totally agree with the walrus.

  • NEW YORK CITY?! Are you going to see me?!?!!!! I'm right outside the city! I can go there easily.... COME ON!!!!!!!! You can't be in NYC and not see me... it's just wrong.

  • I love New York.  I went there my junior year and saw Les Miserables and RENT with the original cast I might add.  The shopping was great and so was the food.  Make sure to hit up the Carnegie Deli and just pick a random pizza joint because those are the best ones.

  • FUN FUN FUN!!!

    and i love how that song your quote is from is from the tigger movie? isn' that right?

    amazing.

  • haha, umm i don't think i could ever be anyone's boss. i can tell people what to do, but to actually be in charge of them.... uh oh. and why am i drinking keystone in that picture? i hate keystone. blehhhh.

    the play wasn't terrible. the kids were good in it, but the play itself was ehhhh.

  • Eh, he's alright...

    I was glad to see you, too, even if it was for a mere 4 minutes.  I'm also glad you like your eyepalette!   Btw, sorry about the drunk dial...  I had a moment of boredom last night where I wished I was drinking w/ my kids back home.  Love ya!

  • i was IN howtosucceedinbusinesswithoutreallytrying when i was in high school. it truly is one of my favorite musicals of all time (which IS saying alot seeing as how i'm lame and love musicals) and i listen to the soundtrack like it's my job. dammit, i wish it was my job.

    that is so AWESOME about nyc!! i do love that place at least in small doses, and i know how much you've wanted to go there forever and ever and ever. that is so exciting!!

    also, that guy is hot. send him to me in the mail. do it.

    ps- lets exchange some more cd's because i was thinking that could be awesome. um, it's your turn to send me one and then we can go back and forth. want to? TELLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEe.

  • haha wait is that your boyfriend?! HAHAHAHA. aeltjaeltkaew.

  • " What do you do at clown funeral?"...."Somebody has to get into holes"....miss ya already...

  • i looovveee how to succeed. have fun!

  • p.s.: i love that quote at the top of your post.  how do you know where to find the most perfect lyrics in the world?  you are my lyric idol.  <3

  • he is quite cute
    and i love your hair :)
    new york city is the best city in the world.. so busy and full of life!

  • mad that ppl are saying my best bud is hot and madder that i was cropped out of the pic. you suck, but i miss you anyways

  • haha, yeah my sister is in Deca.

    the L is like the subway for chicago except it is above the streets aka elevated hence the nickname the 'L'

    im not depressed, just tired of pretentious wannabe artistic kids, you'll have that when you go to art school, heh.

    hope things are going well back in oHIo as well. is it at least kinda warm? i can only dream...

    <3

  • That boy is indeed cute! And yes I read your posts. And have a blast in NYC! Whose gravestones were you grieving? Sorry dear that I don't know. Xoxo <3 Sam

  • That boy is yummy.

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