May 17, 2005
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“I’m lonely as a leper. Yeah, I’m contagious as hell.” –New End Original-
Sean & I went to Applebee’s on Saturday, where we had the following conversation.
Sean: “Yeah, but you don’t like it.”
Me: “I like it when I’m drunk.”
Sean: “Why don’t you like it when you’re sober?”
Me: “I’m scared of the baby.”
Sounds like we’re talking about sex, right? Actually, it was just about Family Guy.
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EDIT: Note: Sean is not my boyfriend.
On the same night, I made a really inappropriate comment to someone I care about. I repeat- who lets me talk?! I think I have the right to say anything… but I forget that I’m not the victim here. If it hurts me, it’s my fault. I did this.
The Bright Eyes concert was fan-fucking-tastic & as soon as I have money, I’ll go buy The Faint’s CD, too. Kevin told me I could smack him every time he smoked, so I did; we sat next to a he-she who turned out to be a she; we harassed a Ryan-Cabrera-lookalike who got really freakin’ mad about it; and Ryan (NOT Cabrera) gave me a noogie, which hasn't happened since my elementary years. Then I had a Caramel Apple Empanada (a.k.a. a 99-cent Orgasm) & slept the sweet slumber of a satisfied concertgoer.
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Also, I got a new tattoo. It’s a red star in memory of my ex, Dave, who died in February. It’s on the inner corner of my left wrist & I’m really effing sick of people going, “What were you thinking?!” or “Oh, that was smart,” in response to the location. It’s here & it’s staying here! Do you need to make me feel like a freak for it? I love it, and it’s my hand it’s on, so shut the heck up.
In the past week I’ve been told that I’m A) a sufferer of ADD, B) neurotic and C) uptight. There are probably more, but I don’t remember. Basically, this week had led me to believe that I am a freak of the ultimate variety.
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*Search Word: "Neurotic Freak"
lately i’m ashamed to admit that i’m starving for it
but i want someone to love
Comments (23)
I'll be at Cedar Point on Saturday!!
YAY for KENT!!!
Miss D
cedar point was fuckin awesome, even if it was cold...ride max air immediately. it is most shibby. translation: sweet as hell...i love the tatoo--i think its a beautiful way to remember a beautiful person.
hey, by the who, is sean your boyfriend? me. the loop.
i'm out of it
haha. i like stephanie's comment. i think you're a freak of the ultimate variety, but i like it...rarghhhh! anyways, glad to see you posted. and you leave a comment bia.
the tattoo sounds cute and fun...
carmel apple empanadas are SICK, like bleeeeek sick...like chunky vomit...you get it...
Did you guys get C.P. tix yet? Just wondering, hope to hear from you guys tonite so I know what's up... ttyl!!!
That baby freaks me out too. He's way too smart!
That new tat sounds awesome. And it's your bod, design it as you want! It has meaning, which I think all tattoos should have. So a great big thumbs down to those who question your judegment (sp)!
Take care!
I think your tattoo was a good idea. I rememer senior year when David got his red star tattoo, we were sitting in EPOD right after he got it done, everyone was looking at it and someone asked if he got if because he was a communist, and he just said to me, "If one more person asks me if I'm a fucking communist because of this tattoo..."
i been trying to decide what i want a tattoo of. i want to take that tattoo idea and act like i made it up.
I love Family Guy!
People are always going to bitch about what you do. It's not on their body, tell them to fuck off. At least yours is for your friend, mine if for freaking Harry Potter lmao.
I lovelovelove Stewie, but I could see how he could be a frightening cartoon character. haha. When you start classes you have to go to Einstein's and get the Veg Out. Best. Sandwich. Ever.
heres to being coworkers!
wanted to go to that bright eyes show so fucking bad. no money.
the faint is amazing. jeeeeaaaaaloooouuuuussssyyyyy.
and also: being a freak is not bad, generally. people are stupid. don't let them make you feel inferior or weird for being different.
if you're a freak, then i'm frankenstein. just sayin'.
i've been wanting a tattoo FOR-EV-ER, but i can't decide what to get or where to get it, which are apparently two rater large components of getting a tattoo.
see you saturday. <3.
Yeah the show was awesome! Too bad we didn't see you there...There are always other shows. I am definately checking out some Faint cd's now.
i love family guy...ssssighh.
that sounds like a lovely tattoo and people who make stupid remarks about it are just that...stupid.
have a wonderful day/week/life.
love, teddy.
i want to see it (the tattoo) and most definitely you. but i guess i would have to see you in order to see the tat. oh hell you get it...i miss you.
love you
*have fun at cedar point!! i'm so jealous! and i think that tattoo idea was really sweet... who cares what anyone else thinks*
katy i agree...family guy rawks and yes thats the punk/emo way to spell it i know..DONT BE A HATA!! lol jk anyhoo as for those lyrics...well you know my thoughts..nothing more need to be said..but things are better...and i might have a party friday i dunno..i prolly wont be allowed but i thought it was a nice advertisement..and by party i mean a game night...anyhoo you can come if it happens...and also...congrats on the tatoo...not that you NEED congrats about a tatoo but i think its kinda SEXY so i approve..LOL...(your like joey dont EVER say that to me again) i just might have to lick your hand next time i see it................uh........................yeah....................................anyhoo we have to hang out and sorry i have to miss cedar point!! i wont ever ride the dragster so maybe im not missing...out..as.....much....BUT RIDE THE RAPTER FOR me and pretend to hold my hand like were doing it together..and by it i dont meant IT i mean riding....oh....and by riding i dont mean relations i mean the rollercoaster...ok..enough...im out like i was playing dodgeball.....wait....shooot.......
moi
i was up in the balc. because my boyfriend doesnt like it when people are close to him and touch him like that a concerts ((he's never been to one--amateur)).
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I think that your tattoo is a great idea( why not 10:47 like everyone else wants) and Kevin does need to stop smoking so smack him all you want.
yay! i was thinking about going on saturday after the orientation. so, just let me know if that's alright for you.
ps. what's a vdo? i'm hopelessly out of the loop.
How can you hate Stewie?!? He's the reason I watch that show.
Maybe you are a little bit of a freak (or maybe I am) because I can't figure out where the inner corner of my wrist is... doesn't that depend how you hold your hand? Help me out; I feel like an idiot.
By the way, I love Don Hertzfeldt (the guy who did that hand washing cartoon and some pop-tart commercials). Go to http://www.bitterfilms.com to see some more. It's the "I'm going to hell for laughing at this..." type of funny.
Oh, and don't feel bad about the tattoo. If my friend Summer ever died, I'd get a tattoo of a little jasmine flower (her middle name is Jasmine). Anyway, I think it's noble.
And one more thing... someday, I'm going to Ohio, and you're going to take me to Cedar point (because I have no idea where it
is.
Sorry. I got cut off.
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