July 4, 2005
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Here you can be anything-
Anything that scares you-
I think that scares you
What giving up gets you
And where giving up takes you
I’ve had & I’ve been
Here in center frame
Here there’s only air
And just enough space to fit
I said, said, said it out loud over & over
I said, said, said it out loud but what do I know?
I said, said, said it out loud but it did not help.
I’ll stop now.
Just so I can hear you,
I’ll wait as long as it takes
As long as it takes
I promised I’d see it again...
(I promised I’d see this with you now)
Some days I can’t believe this is real & not some horrendous nightmare that my overly active imagination has concocted to fool with my fragile emotions.
The Fourth of July will always remind me of you. How could it not?
This holiday marks three years since our reuniting, before I ruined us again. This holiday marks the best night of my life, still- the most magical I have ever felt. To be the luckiest girl in the world with the most beautiful boyfriend; to be given a second chance; to be happy, if not only until the next time something inevitably dramatic came along to separate us.
And I will never just watch the fireworks with you again. Can you possibly know how much that hurts to think about? Baby, I hope that tonight the view from heaven is a brilliant one- just watch them. I’ll be watching, too- watching, waiting, wishing. I love you.
Comments (9)
happy 4th of july!
i know you don't always want to talk about dave, because it does seem like a nightmare. sometimes i still can't believe it. anyways, if you want to talk and remember him. i'll be glad to listen and hopefully that will help.
fierce entry. you need to listen to "walking by" by something corporate. you would love it.
I've been recently thinking about him a lot...
ok, i dont know if this is appropriate or not, and I'm sorry in advance if its not, but, isn't it a little weird to be dating his best friend?
happy 4th. i hope yours was good aside from any memories :- where did you see fireworks at? yeah, it was good to finally meet you, too.
ps. how about that concessions job
haha
Last night was fun excpet the stip flip cup got a little too intense..hehe. It's sad that you had to leave early, I hope you had fun as well...it sounds like you deserve it.
did you go to brian's?...i didn't see you
I didnt really know Dave well at all unfortunately, but I can only imagine how difficult it is for you to have to go through something that reminds you of him so much.
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