October 17, 2005

  • "only [3] hours away from here


    & a trip i’m looking forward to


    (i think i might be seeing you soon)" 



    Basically, old pop music is, hands down, the most uplifting music ever, period, ever. And by that, I mean that I listened to the Backstreet Boys all morning.
    ((()))


     


    Dave’s house is for sale. Not that I blame his mom for wanting to leave, but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t cry.


     


    I drank Coke for breakfast & I’ve been super-motivated all day. I never drink pop- maybe I ought to start? I guess I could get used to this non-slacking stuff.


    <<<>>>


     


    They say that kids who grow up fatherless don’t have proper male influences in their lives, & that it fucks them up. I’ve been thinking about the males in my life lately & I couldn’t disagree with those psychotherapy experts any less.


    §          My Uncle Jim & Grandpa Sandy & Cousin Harley


    §          My uncles Larry & Lanny & my cousin Eric


    §          My fabulous exes- Sergio, (Dave), Chris, Scott & Adam


    §          Kevin, whatever we are


    §          My best friends, Sean, Brian & Peebs


    §          My library boys, Ryan & Tom


    Bottom line is that I’m pretty blessed & my lack of fathering hasn’t led me to have shitty taste in men- the reverse, actually. And I’m so lucky for that.


    //////


     


    Athens in three. It’s all I want right now- an escape. I want homecoming socials & dressing up dumb; I want Nati Light & the Sigma chant; I want the PJ lounge & drunken Court Street runs; I want to stay for longer than three nights.


     


     


    when my world caves in
    i’ll find peace within

Comments (7)

  • i'm honored to be one of your "library boys" :D *hug*

    three days can't go by quick enough. we're all jonesin' for a lil Kate to satiate our hunger

    did that sound overly sexual?

    *xors

  • me? i didnt have a father either...i still dont. that didnt mess me up. i'm surrounded by some of the most amazing guys i have met in my life. and thats all that we could ask for.

            we are one day closer to hugs and kisses, katecoming, socials, dressing up dumb, beer and court street.

    i love you. be good to yourself

  • I'm the opposite of you - I grew up without a mother figure. I don't think it made me have fucked up relationships with women. Psychologists are dumb. ;oP

  • Yeah we can definitely meet up! Just let me know what's going on and such.

    Nah my dad is with someone lol. She's pretty much my step-mom, but they aren't planning on getting married. Also all of my family is in Arizona.

  • Sometimes i'd rather not have a father figure than have one that doesn't acknowledge my existance...

    That's spoken the obligatory equivalent of a paragraph to me in a span of 19 years...

    And lives under the same roof...

    Just me??

  • thank you, that means a lot.

  • hey! lol, i dont kno you, but thanx for commenting on my xanga...Daniel Radcliffe is sixteen, btw...his birthday is the same as mine :) and yeah, i have had the empanadas from taco bell, and i must say, they are pretty freakin amazing, lol.

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