October 19, 2005
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“I’m a terrible person.” –Rooney-
Pretty much I just ranted to my mom & in the end she just told me how impatient I am & that it’s leading me to be a bad friend to a certain someone. And that’s just the someone she knows about.
I’ve felt like an asshole at least three times a day every day for the past week. Just when I was at this pinnacle of thinking I was turning into the person I wanted to be, I screwed everyone over. Murphy’s Law, right? Whatever can go wrong, will.
I’m losing my friends at home, too. Which is, of course, just what I need after abandoning OU to come back to these people.
There’s drama wherever you go. Or maybe only wherever I go. I'm a goddamn whirlwind of disaster. The grass is always greener, right?
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Hey love. We must update each other:
Nicole was one of my sorority sisters. She lived out of the house, and two weeks ago someone caught her apartment building on fire and she was one of three who died.
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My brother-in-law died in April. Also very sad, as he was only 33.
Anyway, how are you? Sorry if I just bummed you out. I hope all is well, darling.
<3 Sam
there's drama wherever anybody goes -- don't feel alone, love.
remember that maugham quote that clare posted. i think it applies right now.
<3 youuu.
You didn't abandon OU...as much as I personnaly like to fault you for on horribly sad nighs where everyone under ths sun is bonding with their bigs...
I still lve you, and I support whatver makes you happy -now and then...
I still cannot fathom you answering your phone tonight...
in like 1 1/2, holy fuck! :super happy face: <---- if there was one.
HEY YOU! i also miss talking to you every single day 3 times sometimes...Cant wait for summer! lol. Dont feel too bad about your situation right now.Better said than done. Im sure just when u think things cant get any worse they probably will but you have to move on. They have to get better someday and im sure they will for you!!!!! i cant imagine u having problems like this. I have only ever heard people say the best things about you. Just remember all the people who love you...............
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