November 3, 2005
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“You don’t know me, you don’t care. You don’t wear my chains.” –Augustana-
I know we’ve discussed this before, but sometimes I am just so grateful for the guys in my life. I’m grateful for the girls, too, obviously (I came home for them, duh), but when I need to get away from being a crazy, petty female, the boys are always there to bring me down.
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I’m PMSing tonight & I’m just sort of all over the place. I get so irrationally angry when I’m like this, & I know it’s dumb but I can’t help it. I want to kick someone… & then cry a lot.
Sometimes I wish I could lash out like I really want to. I think I still have some pretty big problems with being a temperamental asshole.
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On the upside, yesterday I saw a grown Asian man using a child’s frilly pink umbrella.
seanrocksBG: see, we'd have totally kick ass sex...and cute kids...but you're too emotional for me i think...that and we're friends, minor detail
GlossAndSauce: GOD FUCKING DAMNIT I AM NOT THAT EMOTIONAL
GlossAndSauce: Someone else recently told me the same fucking thing
seanrocksBG: do you see that you're currently proving my point?
seanrocksBG: i'm just saying, i've witnessed from the edges the build up and breakdown of a bunch of your relationships
GlossAndSauce: Okay, fine
GlossAndSauce: I could say the same for you, kid
And in the end, I caved. I cried. Screw tonight.
Comments (7)
You know what's worse? Wanting to cry and not being able to. It is so, so, so much worse.
Goddamn right the guys are there for you... we're the greatest. I love you, and am always here for you... but next time, just call me, don't send me an IM that says "call me"... my phone stays nicely tucked in my front pocket... my computer sits in one spot all the time [and i check it pretty infrequently]. i love you.
It's ok to cry...cuz crying gets the sad out! I love you.
don't equate "crying" with "caving." crying is probably the single most therapeutic action ever. you did not cave. you released, and there is nothing wrong with that.
The kids in your "Tim's Temper" picture are wearing the dorkies fucking shoes I've ever seen...Now, I know that that wasn't really the point of your post, but really, what illustrator it his or her right mind would have chosen those ugly loafers? I know it's an old drawing, but still, come on...No wonder they're so pissed off.
katie my love, I have known you for a while, and all emotion u have ever shown me has been decent, You are so not the drama queen that u make it seem, or atleast other people make it seem in your mind, Of course we're not best friends or anything so we shall see.
rocket summer is on december 13th, not november. i messed up.
i hope youre doing okay
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