“You don’t know me, you don’t care. You don’t wear my chains.” –Augustana-

I know we’ve discussed this before, but sometimes I am just so grateful for the guys in my life. I’m grateful for the girls, too, obviously (I came home for them, duh), but when I need to get away from being a crazy, petty female, the boys are always there to bring me down.

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I’m PMSing tonight & I’m just sort of all over the place. I get so irrationally angry when I’m like this, & I know it’s dumb but I can’t help it. I want to kick someone… & then cry a lot.

Sometimes I wish I could lash out like I really want to. I think I still have some pretty big problems with being a temperamental asshole.

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On the upside, yesterday I saw a grown Asian man using a child’s frilly pink umbrella.

seanrocksBG: see, we'd have totally kick ass sex...and cute kids...but you're too emotional for me i think...that and we're friends, minor detail

GlossAndSauce: GOD FUCKING DAMNIT I AM NOT THAT EMOTIONAL

GlossAndSauce: Someone else recently told me the same fucking thing

seanrocksBG: do you see that you're currently proving my point?

seanrocksBG: i'm just saying, i've witnessed from the edges the build up and breakdown of a bunch of your relationships

GlossAndSauce: Okay, fine

GlossAndSauce: I could say the same for you, kid

 And in the end, I caved. I cried. Screw tonight.

“We’re nothing more than fools & whores & sad highs.”  –Augustana-

I returned some shit I didn’t need so that I wouldn’t be quite as poor. It didn’t really do the trick but whatcha gonna do? Anyone know of any well-paying jobs that are hiring? (EDIT: I just made $39, whaaaat!)

As you may know, I’m obsessed with Law & Order: SVU. My current favorite quote is from a recent episode when Elliott beat the hell out of an abusive father. The counselor told him this: “It takes a lot more balls to talk about your problems than to beat the hell out of a ghost.”

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Today I remember why I’m not generally fashionable- because I live in Northeast Ohio. I wore totally cute tweed flats & they got muddy as junk, & I’m sooo unhappy. Tomorrow it’s tennis shoes for me!

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Annie & I are going to a gay bar this weekend because we’re awesome straight girls like that… & she needs to for her Diversity class. Suhweeeet. I wonder if lesbians will hit on us? Cuz I think I’d be flattered.

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*Okay, let's be honest- this one cracks my shit up.

Geology Exam on Thursday = Don’t talk to me for the next 36 hours.