January 29, 2006

  • “They’re only gonna tell you about the bad things I’ve done. Even if the words they say are true, they’ve won.” –Augustana-


     


    Good stuff first. I got a front desk job at the Nat! I’m SO excited… this means a guaranteed 20 hours a week, which means, of course, a guaranteed income of sorts. I no longer have to be the freeloader friend… which is glorious (for both me AND my friends). And I can start saving for an apartment!


    <<<>>>


     


    I was a huge bitch after about 2 o’clock yesterday. I guess you can only stand high school flashbacks for so long, you know? I had a lot of fun but I also had a massive headache. It’s a shitty feeling when you KNOW you’re being really bratty & you can’t even stop yourself from doing it.


     


    Lots on my mind: in ten short days it will be one year since you-know-what; I have gained entirely too much weight; I wish I had one best friend who I could tell anything & everything to & never worry about being judged or outed; I don’t have a story for Wednesday’s article; sometimes I miss OU, where no one knew who I really was.


    ((()))


     


    I’m just in a freakin’ FUNK. I feel really bad about yesterday & called various to people to make apologies. Even listening to Dane Cook isn’t making me any happier. Tonight is Josh Malina at the KSU Ballroom & then my two favorite shows to hopefully bring my spirits back up.


     


    This just in: protected post will be going up in a few.




     


    EDIT: This just just in: spirits are actually further down than they were before. So much for Sunday night TV & a Jewish celebrity to do the trick.

Comments (8)

  • don't worry about your "funk." it'll pass in a few days, i promise. and it was great to see you this weekend!

    <3.

  • Congrats on the job.

    Everything else will work itself out.

  • Congrats on the new job :) You'll find a way out of the funk I'm sure. Everyone has their own funks. :)

  • i'm still excited about your new job... and the no longer being a free-loader just crossed my mind... that's super too.

    love you. <3

  • *Seems as tho I missed somethin at the Classic yesterday. Also seems as tho I can't read your protected post. Must be something you don't want me to see. Makes me wonder... but oh well*

  • I'm can be of no peppy encouragement...i'm fucked, scratch that...funked....or really both, myself. We haven't spit game in awhile (I fault the hectic schedule)...I feel as though we've kinda completely lost touch/base yada yada...ehhhh

  • buck up soldier.

  • I'd do anything for one best friend I could trust and tell anything to. I miss our letters!

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