May 2, 2006
-
“I was just thinking, merely thinking, that this ship is sinking...” –Teitur-
There’s a lot going on in my head that I feel guilty for thinking. I’m all mixed up & my head is going ten different ways at once. I want school to end & summer to begin & for me to be in
I don’t know what I want, & yet sometimes I know exactly what I want. I don’t know who I am, but I know precisely how I am. Does that make any sense at all? My mind is so indecisive about everything that matters & nothing that doesn’t, & all the things in between get trampled because my mind works in gray, but everyone around me can only see the black & the white of every situation.
Where is this going? All of it? My life? I’m happy with myself but still not able to do all of the things I need to do to make myself happy enough. Is there such a thing as “happy enough”?
Comments (7)
Wait why are you at home??
Allsooo....how do I sign up to do the KSU magazine or newspaper? Can you do it if you're an incoming freshman?
i'm obsessed with teitur. also, fill me in already. i'm so confused and out of the loop.
Your first step in any direction should be to start deleting words like "enough" from your vocabulary.
It's true that silver linings don't come in clouds. But, also true- that your worst mistake... would be to downplay the cloud in search of the silver lining...
just give it time <3
i applied for general assignment reporter, political affairs reporter and campus editor, in that order.
i hope we get stuff too. =) you will; everyone loves you now!
you still haven't told me when you leave for D.C.
I'm actually also majoring in magazine journalism (and in fashion merchandising...I'm doubling). I definitely want to work on one of the two...I think the magazine is more to my visual liking, and it's beautiful (only a journalism geek can say that a magazine layout is beautiful, haha!)
Question: (If you don't mind me asking), did you shave your head just for a new style or something else?
Weirdly enough, I think I understand this post. I really think I do.....you put it into good words.
Comments are closed.