June 15, 2006
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“Here's to you & your poker face.” –Head Automica-
I had lunch at the Franklin Street Deli with Jackie, Rachel & Rachel’s friend Terri (sp?) yesterday & it was heavenly. My lunch was wonderful & furthermore, it was very nice to be 100% myself & tell dumb stories & feel normal. Also, Rachel gave me a keychain pen because she said she wanted to give me a “journalistic” going-away present.
Last night was Lisa’s birthday celebration (
) & heaven only knows why I stayed at the bars as long as I did. I had a good time & saw a couple old friends, but I could have gone home about 2 hours sooner than I actually did. Also: Steve. THANK YOU.
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Actual IM convo between me & my fave professor, who was having difficulties with her keyboard & her AIM capabilities:
Her: Wow irtcna’t bel2live you’u undersatnd me
Me: I get a lot of drunken IMs, so you’re not so hard to decipher.
Her: Gso easy onw me! i’m ngot dreunk i’m cnfused
Me: That doesn’t mean it’s any less funny.
Her: asnd to think i gave you an A!
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I’m a little sad right now. Been listening to Head Automatica's “Laughing at You,” which makes me super self-conscious for some reason. It would be awful to be the person everyone secretly hates. At least I know who hates me. But this song gives me a weird knot in my stomach, somehow, like maybe I’m way more transparent than I realize (which is bad because I realize I’m pretty damn see-through).
I can’t bring myself to freaking pack. I just don’t want to. Also, I need a bigger suitcase. Also, I’m starting to fuhreeeeak OUT. I saw this on my Facebook homepage today. Yikes!!!
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Heeeeeeey! I want to come to Rockin' on the River with you tomorrow night, so give me a call sometime tomorrow...330-671-0440
tomorrow or saturday? whenever you're free, i'm free. let's do food. haha.
Thanks much for the bit of encouragement... like you said, I really didn't think he had it in him, but apparently he does, and there's nothing I can do to change him. I still don't totally believe the way he was in the end was real, and now all my ice cream is done, dammit.
ANYWAY, don't put off your packing. If nothing else, you can maybe just use big trash bags... I mean, I'm sure not everyone who travels always uses "luggage." Pshhh.
long time no see. remember me? probably not.
Well, the last two weeks gave me a bit of perspective, and after I heard he was there I walked around and pretty much swore all over the place for a good 10 minutes and gathered (some) composure... luckily my best friend was there and she said she'd love nothing more than to see him shit his pants when he saw me there, so I HAD to do it. It went alright at first, then got bad because he was drinking and it ended badly too. He called later to apologize, so I dunno what to think of him at this point.
Thanks for the vigorous sign language from across the way... I'm sure it inspired many of the stinging comments I delivered.
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