June 26, 2006

• “I found out I am really no one.” –Bright Eyes-

  
  

   

  
  

  Ari is making Indian food tonight, but it’s all vegetarian & I don’t much enjoy vegetables, so I don’t know if I’m going to go or if I’ll just make some Ramen…

  
  

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  I hatehatehate drama SO FUCKING MUCH. I’m just so sick of issues & agendas following me everywhere. I thought people here might be more mature, but they’re all younger than I am, so it’s not happening. I tend to make people angry & somehow alienate myself, no matter what I do.

  
  

   

  
  

  I was on the hottest Metro on G-d’s green earth today. I thought I might actually pass out, I was so warm. Also, it smelled like armpits and rain, because the Metro system flooded  last night during the storm, & some tiny Hispanic children were climbing all over everyone & everything & yelping in high-pitched Spanish voices, to make things even more unbearable.

  
  

  ((()))

  
  

   

  
  

  My right ankle is massively swollen so that it actually looks like I have a singular cankle. I have no idea what happened, but it hurts kind of bad, & it looks absolutely disgusting. I think my body is allergic to D.C.

  
  

   

  
  

  I’m really bummed right now. I like it here, & I’m still glad I came, but I’m really uncomfortable with everyone after certain incidents, & I’m just kind of… discouraged, I guess. Cheer me up, will you?

  
  

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  • 6:18 pm
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