August 22, 2006

  • “She did a bad, bad thing…” –Chris Isaak-


     


    Sometimes you do things that you can’t take back & you feel like a piece of shit but there’s nothing else you can do. I did something awful & I may be losing my job(s) & people's respect for me, but I mean... if I do, I do, & I’ll move on & figure things out. I made a really awful mistake, but I can’t change it.


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    I signed the lease on a townhome in Whitehall East today. I’m living with a friend from work & three other girls whom I’ve never met. The place is cute & cozy, in a good spot near campus, & it’s not horribly expensive. I’m so grateful to the people who are making it possible for me to move out. I can’t wait!


     


    I’m glad summer’s coming to an end because summer has never really been my thing, anyway. Too much boredom, too little structure. I start Stater training tomorrow & it will be great to be with Elise & Jackie & Rachel, even if it’s for ridiculously long, predictably boring orientation sessions.


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    I’ve been assigned a story on President Lefton’s experiences with Hurricane Katrina while he lived in New Orleans & even though every story assignment terrifies me, I’m kind of excited about it. It’s always a relief to have something to throw yourself into.


     


    Everything is sort of hazy right now.  Let’s be honest, I’ve spent most of today feeling like the world’s worst person. I’m going to go take a nap & hope I feel better when I wake up. Here’s hoping…


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    i feel like im watching a car crash


    this is how it ends

Comments (5)

  • <3 you, babe.

  • what happened my dear? call me soon.

    p.s. do you think we need to bring anything to orientation tomorrow?

  • *love*

    *xors

  • don't worry, my session will not fail to live up to your expectations ^_^

  • I am still here in Cinci... I dont think I'll be returning to Kent. I will be returing to school but not Kent. i dont think the akron area is the place for me. I love it there but all the friends i have, that I actually hung out with, all they do is get drunk, fuck girls they dont like, and play video games. Life is more to me than sex, beer and video games. So Cinci is where I stay, where life is a little more than that. Tell Kevin I said... hmm... I love him.

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