February 17, 2005

  • “I always believed in futures.” –Jimmy Eat World-


     


    Adam & I went to see Sideways tonight & it was not good. Two different groups of people got up & left the theatre! Lowlights include a gross rough-sex scene followed by a sickening display of full-frontal nudity.


     


    I’m watching Harry Potter & the Sorcerer’s Stone even though I ought to be copying notes for Psych & History for missing the last three days of classes… I can’t bring myself to care about school right now.


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    I’ve had this problem lately where I just can’t eat, where nothing tastes good at ALL. I ordered DP Dough today & could hardly stomach it… in over 24 hours all I ate was half a granola bar & four Tic Tacs. Luckily, tonight the hunger bug struck & I had a kids’ meal from Sonic.


     


    Can someone tell me why illness strikes at the worst possible time? Yeah, in case this wasn’t already the worst week of my life- and I mean that in the truest sense of the phrase-  please throw in the worst head cold ever, on top of it all, just for giggles. Thank God for Sudafed & not having class til 1:00.


    ((()))


     


    I sold one of my dad’s old watches on eBay which means I am $55 closer to either A) a new tattoo or B) my first guitar. I should be saving my money, but some things are just more important, you know?


     


    Don’t think that a normal post means I’m back to normal life because I’m not. I cry at random & all of my thoughts are fuzzy. It sickens me to think of & it probably always will… I’m not okay… but I’m going to be… I’m trying.


    ...Constants aren't so constant anymore...

Comments (15)

  • if you need me you know where i'm at. it gets better. i promise. i know what its like. i have been there. but you are strong and i have all the faith in the world in you. remember the good times that you both had together.

    i love you

  • i'm gonna break the recent string of pity comments (not that they're bad)

    my vote goes for the guitar. however, i'm quite biased in that department, seeing how i have 3 guitars and no tattoos (yet).

    don't have too many nightmares about that guy in the trucker hat running naked at full speed... i know i'm going to. haha.

    miss you, see ya later.

  • Sideways was supposed to be such a great movie, WTF?  Thanks for the heads-up, you just saved me $8.

  • My dad has been talking about that movie, and said it got voted Best Movie of the Year of some-sort.  Sounds like a weird one though, by what you said about it...  Not caring about school right now?  Sounds all-too familiar.  I feel exactly the same way right now.  Ok, more than right now, a LOT of the time.  I hope you have a wonderful, safe, and fun weekend :)   Thanks for the prop.  Much love, Hien

  • I bet if we shoved some chipotle down in ur belly food would taste good.

    you can borrow my guitar for an extended period of time
    (I go through neglecting phases b/c I get too frustrated)

    get a tattoo, get a tattoo----> with ME!

  • This kid that was in my grade at Falls does tattoos now and they look really cool...  I'm tempted to ask him what he could do about designing one for me, but I go back and forth... I doubt people think I'm the tattoo type, but who cares, right?

  • it's funny, when everything seems to be going wrong more stuff goes wrong. maybe not funny. maybe strange. i'm sorry you're going through a rough time. feel better.

  • isn't sideways about the wine tasting dudes? i heard that was really really good?? maybe i'm thinking of a different movie though. meh?

    um, get the guitar. when you're old and wrinkley you're going to be kicking your own ass if you have permanent art all over your body...trust me. guitar. not that i play mine very often but i get the feeling that you might just put more time into it. word.

    if you ever need an ear or a virtual shoulder, haha, no but really, give a holler.

    xoxo.

  • i know wat ur comments was about n i know wut ur going thru cuz i been there before it happen to meeeh  i lost da love of my life n since dis day on i have never been that same girl everyone once knew i am juss an broken girl with no hope of happiness.

  • Hey I dont know who this is but you wrote a very nice comment on my xanga and i wanted to thank u i thought it was very kind of u 2 take the time! Thanks

  • i'll definitley hook you up with bows
    i have a lot of ribbon and a myriad of time
    i hate head colds. in december i got one, turned out to be bronchitis, in JANUARY i finally got better, then i got sick 1st week of feb. and now im getting sick yet again. gosh-darn my weak immune system
    i say go for the guitar. nothing is more soothing than the sweet sound of guitar

  • a new tattoo or guitar...-.-'''

  • You already have a tattoo?  Of what?  *naughtiest possible voice* and where?...

    Don't let anybody boss you around about choices like whether to get a tattoo or a guitar.  Both will increase (in appearance, if nothing else) your sex appeal and your spiritual...ness (spirituality?).  Both can be considered a work of art.  Both are radically expensive if you want a good one.  Both will bring you one step closer to being a ROCK STAR!!!!  YEAHHHHH!

  • Aww, now, I really enjoyed Sideways!  I mean, come on, the sex scene at least has the bad guy from George of the Jungle in it!

  • Yesterday I went to go see Sideways for the SECOND time!  It was amazing.

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