March 29, 2005
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“You were matches & kerosene. Is your conscience clear, can you get it clean?” –The Jealous Sound-
What an up-and-down day. The doctor put me on new happy pills- he says he’s worried about me. I guess I’m worried about me. I guess this should help & I guess I hope it does. Then I went to the cemetery & cried & cried & didn’t talk this time, just cried. And then I wrote “I love you” in the dirt with a stick & I decided to be happy & so I left.
I applied for jobs around the mall, and The Olive Garden interviewed me & it seemed very hopeful because I think I’m pretty good with interviews & stuff. I left there pretty euphoric & I really hope it pans out. I need stimulation & involvement & something to wake up for every day & oh yeah, I need money, too.
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The IX Center was a par-tayyy, riding the Freak Out which made my stomach flop around & eating a delicious corndog with
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I feel like: I’ve been a bad friend. I should tell the truth. I’m where I belong. My mom means well. This job might pan out. I need some new shoes. I miss him. I miss his friends. I love my friends. I wish I was going to
Sorry this has been such a downer, kiddies. I’ll be back as Suzie Sunshine in no time, believe you me.
Comments (19)
corn dogs are a delight.
Zoolander is amazing.
And if you feel you're being a bad friend, you're not. It's the ones who never think they're a bad friend that are the bad friends.
wow!!! that's sooooo cool about your brothers..i think i went there when i was younger but i can't remember, I hear it's great. I'm from Lima the capital...i love it there so much. It's crazy big time city life. Why is your brother there? aaah i want to go so bad, if you get the chance you should definately go..you two should go to cusco and see macchu picchu it's amazing. I want to go to the jungle part, i don't remember it, but my partents told me i went there a while ago...the food is amazing lol.
I applied at Olive Garden once. The lady who worked there gave me an evil look when she gave me the application. Didn't et hired -- imagine that. Oh, and I go to Malone College.
good luck with your job hunt! i applied at parks and rec to work at waterworks, so if you somehow manage to happen across my application/the person that is reviewing the applications, put in a good word for me? wow, i feel like a moocher. sorry about that.
i heard all about the ix center -- oh wait. you were there on the phone. never mind.
i promise the next time i'm in town, we'll go to applebee's or something. love ya!
i used to tell my therapist: Therapy and medication would only work if people stopped being fucking stupid around me.
email me at guitar1neohc@yahoo.com for contact information. too may jackasses on the internet might see my cell phone number if i put it on here! (no offense to non-jackasses)
i think i need new happy pills
please
i'm uber depressed
stay DIVA!
the above ^ is a douche...he, she, IT? must be stopped!
ooooo if you work at olive garden you get to be all spiffy and wear a tie...
won't that be attractive.
What's with that...guy...thing...posting a bazillion comments on your site? Not cool. We may have to have him...it...whacked.
Also...you kinda have to dress like a chach to work at Olive Garden. I still don't really understand why they make girls wear ties. I don't look at my female server and think "well isn't that tie a nice touch," I think "girl in a tie." Although...if you have to wear a tie, at least you can have the satisfaction of loosening it at the end of the day for that "hi, honey, I'm home" look. Very fashionable.
I love duckies! and corndogs...
I just applied for a job at Joe's Crab Shack sounds like we'll both soon be waitresses!
i dont know if you remember me put i left a comment on your site a while ago..i just wanted to tell you that i love your hair..i got mine cut and its almost your length but it just looks really weird...
oh and i love the jealous sound and i actually had those song lyrics in one of my entries not to long ago.
What is with all the multpile posts?! Grrr...
I can't really understand, and I feel bad. If I'm completely honest, I guess I just don't understand what makes people so depressed when their lives (in many ways) seem so much better than mine... Maybe I just have a hard time relating to people, actually I know I do, at least lately.
Good luck with the job thing... call me if you're bored.
Tav
I'm sorry I didn't see you in New York.. I've been having some issues lately... I guess I'm not very reliable lately. I hope you feel better soon... I'm on happy pills all the time if it makes you feel any better. XOXO
*My sister works at Olive Garden! You would have fun with her, I'm sure! I've been feeling down myself for quite a while now... I really need to get happy myself...If only I knew how*
Awww, I'm sorry to hear you're sad
That makes me sad because you seem like such an upbeat girl. Well things well get better in due time. Easier said than done I know. Take it easy ok?
Ashley*
the IX indoor amusement park song jingle thing always gets stuck in my head
Kubus and I went to visit David's grave last week while I was home on spring break, and left flowers and the card. I wasn't able to attend his funeral (I was stuck in Columbus, in bed with mono), but I was glad to see where he was laid to rest. Hang in there, sista.
What is a stuffed sugar daddy? I've never in my life heard of those.
Sorry I haven't been around in a while. It's been just a little bit busy around here. I hope you can forgive me. ;o) Luv ya!
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