December 17, 2005
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“She cries at night & she doesn’t think that I can hear.”
I spent most of tonight waiting for someone to come home, only to find that they’re out of the state & not, in fact, coming home. I don’t know why I got so upset, but I did & I still am & I’m lame. The best part is that when I called, I got yelled at & it was made to seem like it was my fault because I was so excited to see him in the first place, God forbid.
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My Econ grade is posted- I got a C! I really thought I was in danger of failing, so this mediocre grade is particularly welcomed. Also, my photography portfolio wasn’t late. Wahooo. I’m waiting on 4 more grades to be posted.
Basically I feel like the way you feel the night before you start your period- all crazy & emotional & sad, for no reason… but it’s not even that time of month. I’m mad at everyone & I feel like, for the most part, basically everyone has treated me like shit for the past week or so, & I’m sick to death of it. I feel like everyone has been really nasty to me lately, like I’m underappreciated or something else corny.
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I’m not even excited for Vegas, but I ought to be. At least I won’t be here. So let’s go spend money I don’t really have & wear clothes I couldn’t really afford to buy & spend a frickin’ ton of time with my mom. Ready? And I’m off…
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Sometimes even a new tulle skirt & an 80%-off designer handbag aren’t enough to make you feel good.
Comments (6)
I promise we will have a good time. I'll steal you away from everyone!
i suck at life...
and i need a particularly large vent to anyone right now, annnnd youre not online...go figure its 5:38 am.
i'm drunnk and sad and miserably regretful of the things i've chosen to relieve my discontent on...
Go Bananaz
if you click this site it should go to the picture that says "go bananaz" since you like gwen so much when i saw it i thought of you.
Sorry I couldn't make it to Kevin's party; I was alseep when you called and didn't get the message until Saturday afternoon, but you have no idea how much it meant to me that you thought of me and called, hopefully I'll see you soon! Have fun in Las Vegas, and be well.
hey im drunk
i love ya =)
hope you're having fun in vegas. we miss you!
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