December 29, 2006
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“There are two types of girls. The ones you grow out of & the ones you grow into. I really hope I’m one of the latter.” –Chloe, “Smallville”-
Worked a few hours, eaten a few latkes, watched a few episodes of “Smallville,” seen a few friends who came in from out of town (i.e. Christina, Sean & Adam). All in all, break is looking up quite a bit, despite being practically assaulted last night.///
/// I’ve applied for a bazillion internships, too, and am hoping something good comes of it. I still have a gabillion more to apply for, but I’m taking a quick break because I’ve mailed in the ones due in & before January. Conde Nast & Forbes are next… I bought a killer pink dress from the thrift yesterday. How often do you find a dress that fits you from the freakin’ VDO? Maybe I’ll wear it to whatever lackluster party I attend to ring in 2007. Yesterday I found out two of my elementary school pals are engaged, & tonight I discovered that another old friend will be tying the knot soonish. For the first time I'm afraid my biological clock is ticking, or something, & I’m really starting to wonder if I’m behind on life, or what… but I try to keep my chin up by reminding myself that getting married right now would be very small-town of me, something I don't want, right? I’ll move somewhere, find someone, start a life wherever I am – I just need to keep facing forward, but sometimes it’s hard not to get rattled along the way.(((
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Comments (6)
Its about time you wrote something on here. I was starting to think there was no hope left for xanga.
you mailing a bazillion intership applications makes me feel like i suck at life. i have mailed zero. that is my goal next week. do them all.
The whole "biological clock ticking" thing hits home with me. Very very hard. You aren't alone with that one.
Conde Nast and you would make a great fit.
I feel your freak out. Just wait until you're my age and you know more married people than single people, you were at or in their weddings, and they are your age. Three of my good friends from college got married last year, freaked me out a little bit. Ugh.
No need to rush on love or life .. just enoy it as if comes or it will pass you by ... *hugs*
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